Post-vaccination grumpiness

When I got vaccine I felt . . . Something. I'm not sure what, but maybe a cross between anticipation, relief, optimism, resignation. In the two weeks since I'm just grumpy. I got to hug my parents, that was nice. But nothing has changed. I don't know what I thought would happen. But whatever it was, it didn’t. It will. I hope. In the mean time I'm grumpy. I'm blocked artistically, but creating to move through it. The grand So What has reared its head and will be vanquished.